2nd Grade: Flings

Sitting in Ms. Carol's 2nd grade classroom, my desk is sandwiched between two girls, Kelly and Jamie. Small desks with storage under the seat. I work on math problems. The two girls look across me at each other and snicker and giggle. Recess bell rings and I run outside. We play soccer on the playground. My cub scout uniform covered in grass and dirt. Jamie and Kelly sit in the cubbies writing on their girly pink and yellow writing tablets. I walk by on my way to the steps back to class. They giggle and stare. I pretend its the uniform that has these two girls so enamored. I push out my chest and stride past like I'm Col. Steve Austin from Six Million Dollar Man. Back in the classroom, Ms. Carol's small AM/FM radio plays something by Air Supply--Lost in Love. Kelly and Jaime continue to stare and giggle. The invitation to Liz's birthday party sits on my desk. I look to see who else has one. There's only 5 or 6. Shawn and I are the only boys invited. Afternoon literature. Girls pass notes. Monday night TV--That's Incredible! Jamie nudges my arm and passes one to me. She nods as to confirm I can open it. Inside the note: who do you like better Jamie or Kelly, check the box by the name. Second Grade flings. I look to both and flush red. Day of weirdness. 3 o'clock bell rings and I grab my backpack. Jamie looks to me and smiles-- seeya Saturday at Liz's. I swallow and immediately become nervous.